in the Library X_X

face looks dam "chan" so not going to show XD 

Surprisingly Samantha is in the Library right now XD haha.... Today i'm bringing my lappie to College coz later have to stay back to do the freaking suck assignment -----Federal Constitutional & my class will be start at 2hours later, so i just chill in the library!!! *chill alone pity pity =(  Frankly, I'm a lazy person, Library is not my place Xd haha.... 

i just put my leg up as i like i din care about the manner probs =P

& 1 thing i want to be honest is I hate assignment most! This is my short sem actually, but we had been given a hard subject in... We are actually not enough time to complete all the things on time!!! Too pack =( This is because we didn't manage our time in a proper way? Erm.... Nothing is Impossible =) Just waiting the submission date =P haha....  

*fair post =='' 

   

Gym~

Fat!!!!

I m a fatty... can u see the pic i looks dam fat in it =( i don't like my freaking body shape very much! its very weird and unbalance...Especially my Hip-po =( sad!! Can i have a model's figure? Or a western's girl body shape? =P *Dreaming  keke~~ I'm envious of those tall and slim's women , they looks good in any kind of clothes!Envy Envy Envy!!! =( So nevermind ppl i'm going to Gym today =P


Fitness Celebrity in love <3 


Went to Fitness w Carmen & Fumi yesterday =) Love the environment very much=) There are full of the Fitness facilities but there are not included the swimming pool and a steam....... dono what does it called already but it is actually something like Sauna but its serviced in wet =='' *weird sentence  1st time went to a fitness center and this fitness center gave me the feeling is actually like a Beauty center...Why i say so?? Ermmmm.... Because they got a consultant to explain the join's plan and the benefit for u to join the club... Bla bla bla....Whatever!! Don't talk money with me!!! hahahaha... after that they will bring us to do a Body analysis 

This is my body analysis =) Yer~ No secret dy ==''

Okay, no secret dy...I'm a sharing person i don't mind to show off =P wakaka~~ Stupid! They ask me to gain weight, then i just like WTF gain weight?? nonononono... they said once my muscle firm up dy then my weight will automatically gain 1 but not fat =='' Say Bye Bye to the BYEBYE's Meat =P haha... swt'' 

Then we went to the reception counter to collected our towel =)

The Card's N.O...

The towels and the Card =)

Star GYM =) I used the treadmill for 45mins then i lost about 160calories... Wow~ sweat alot! Love Sweat <3 haha~~ After we rest for a while then we went to Sauna =P  I heard Sauna help the effectiveness of detoxification. keke~~ Extremely exited XD  But i not really comfortable with the Sauna because its way too Hot and i'm wearing the contact lens, i just afraid the lens will melt in my eyes so we just "chill" there about 10mins... Phew~ Sweat full... Sauna is the best for those who lazy to do exercise and hope to sweat i guess =) It's actually not bad but i just scared i will faint in the Sauna's room =='' Coz those Drama also got this suicide concept 1 " Xiu Tan Ji shat" * read in Cantonese ==''  Haha... I'm a dirty girl=( i din bring my clothes to take shower there... Yer~ Smelly @@ Then makan with Fumi, Carmen, Fang and Kelvin <3 them much much..

virgin for gays 9!!!!

OMGeeeee~~~~ I went to Maison last 9... Last 9 was gay 9 u know and that was my virgin clubbing 9 =) Huhu~ i never went to club before and this is my 1st time^^ excited badly but it's for Gay! Yer~~~ =( Auntie Shereen said went to gay club for what? No matter how prettier or sexier u dressed up also No ppl see u 1 =='' The reason is because i no the "batang"??? i guess... Haha... Whatever just think to go there and have a look XD 

I went to Maison w the 2 bitches fang and carmen, our so called "driver" fumi and his gang *all gay!! speechless!!! ... Fumi set out to my house about 10p.m then we go to GK to pick the 2 bitches =P

on the way going to GK =)

"Huh!!! FANG's lost her I.C?!!" =='' She always lost her property 1 i also dono why?! She was afraid the ppl wanna check I.C, just to avoid the unwanted incident to happen so we just hang to her house to check once again for her. Tak ada lah Fang! Nevermind she took her license to replace the I.C wakakaka~~ Maison we are coming!!!!

Its already 11something we are here "Maison"! Wuhuhu=P Why no ppl 1? just a few cats chilling there...For somebody information, Club suppose to have alot of ppl and very lively. How come so peaceful?Still early for them i guess =) Before we go into the club we took a numbers of picture...

new friend from accounting "Josh" =)

Josh, Fang & CArmen =)

Sexy Bitch XD kekeke~

Here is some pics in the Club =)

The Bitches =P

we keeps wanna take off his jacket but he was shy XD

Fang & Fumi they did take their DSLR along it's way too bulky, now is my Sonie's time =P kekekeke~~ i dono why for the horizontal pics cannot make it XL its look weird in this post... =( *nevermind ask my fatty settle for me sure no probs 1 ^^  

Back to the topic, we shared a jar of wine... We do not intend to get drunk, we just need some alcohol to start the engine in our body =) 

this is the jar of wine =) huhu~

1 cup not enough for me i want a jar XD haha...Just joking la =P

new friend from will =) cheers

me and Fang again =)

let's start the party XD

We went to the dance floor to get high...Wow!!!Love to dance in the crowd <3 I sweat alot =D Then have a guy named Kelvin carry me up to the stair to dance~ WOW~ but i dont like, coz its make me like a show girl dance infront of the "ma lat lou" =( Gays was Hot!!! They shake their body like a snake... Especially their bottom side! Wow~ Here  some pics... 

Sweat much but i love it =)

they are not Gay lo ==''

Add caption

Drunk =='' kekeke~~ 

Oh no~~ Geli ==''

We leave the club about 3am then we went to a mamak store to have our supper erm... i think is consider Break1st already =P hahaha~ I order a bowl of Maggie Curry Sup and a cup of "Teh O ice limau" This is my food =P 

Hot and spicy and sweet and sour =='' 4 flavors in a meal XD

Reached home at 430a.m then i m going to Clean and Clear my face and body... =) Awesome 9 =)

1st outing w the fatty in march

what an exhausted day for me =="  Its tired man!!!!but i do happie =) wakakaka~~ coz i can see my fatty bom bom... yeepi~~~ Long long time din meet him dy  * even just few days oni XD .

Every beginning of each months its our monthsary =) actually i felt tired to celebrate this day coz slowly it not that special for me dy ==" * we had been celebrate this freaking day for 35months jor la %$@&*  but the oni spirit that can push me go is the Fatty, i hope to see him all the time, so i will take every opportunity to meet with him =) haha...

 We made an appointment to meet in KLCC. KLCC is our meet up point actually. XD wakaka~ i waited for him for 3 hours dy but i willing to do so... Once he reached there we just walk around then we go for a movie (I'M NO. 4) *can watch la. After the movie we went to Madam Kwan's. 

 fatty w the Nasi Briyani

The Nasi erm....not to my taste, dono why  =( my stomach felt uncomfortable somemore!!!!! After the Madam Kwan's,  we went to Zara, Topshop and Parkson, coz i think to get some clothes.....

cam whore in the fitting room hate my body!!! ARGHHHH!!!!

finally din get anything =( SIGH!!!! Fat body wear what also not nice 1 =( *wanna slim down la 

But.............**** ding ding ding ding****

a Redhip bright up my mood =)

this is my Redhip from the Fatty =) love it.....

thanks my dar dar (fatty) u looks like the Redhip much much =)

love u <3 *in pink   muwahhhhhhhhzzzz =)

ME =)

 Long time did not write blog dy. look at what is written before its really poor ><" i really do not know the real meaning of blogging... gradually found that blogging is actually the bridge that to let u to share about the person you encountered, matter or things happened in ur daily life... XD but not like me keeps writing down own sad things =( FOOL!!! so now i'll try the new way to write my blog... ppl wait and see ^^first, i would like to introduce myself =) dada~~~ this is me XD 

captured in a fitting room XD * like this top, regret didn't buy at that time XD

BIODATA 

i'm a girl * obviously lol ==' so called Samantha or maybe u can call me chuiling or if we r really close u can call me AH LINg as well, but try to avoid it please!!! this name for me is actually like an auntie in the pasar!!! so "lou tou" ==''  haha...

 i'm 19 and few more months i can consider 20 in 2011. =) 

and i'm not 20+ la people...

sad to heard people said i'm 20+ =(

i'm a girl with a long hair 

but kinda boring with this freaking long hair dy 

but i not dare to try a short hair. =( useless bitch !!!

ya,

i'm a girl with a serious panda eye @@

 i dont really like it! it make me looks old and no mental @@

i'm a girl who dont really act like a girl!!! 

i used to act like a guy =) 

i like to be a guy so that i'm able to do whatever i like =) 

so free~~~~ 

i used to think too much and i can consider loss myself =(

i really dont know what i need and what i want all the time

i dont know why =(

i'm afraid of disappointment...

i dont like to let others know that i'm weak... 

suffering in this attitude =S

i used to pretend to be a very tough girl...

i used to be like i dont care but i do care!!!

i'm just too shy to admit that i'm very care about all the things happened at my surrounding...

i'm very lazy and a blur girl =P

i dont know is i lazy to do what i need to do so act like a blur girl or i really a very blur bitch?!!!!

i love to be in a relationship <3

but i hate to stuck in a maintaining relationship...

no freedom at all!!!!

so i'm so selfish when comes into love!

i just dont wanna get hurt all the time!!!

i'm a friendly person i guess =P

if u r my friend u should know that i m a "hiao po" and damn 38 when i get "HIGH"!!!

but normally people told me, my first image for them is i m so sombong and i'm not easy to get close!!! 

aiya....

face problems la i think!!!!

that's me =) 

nice to meet u ppl =)

visiting~~

felt so happy when i saw her getting better and better~~~

today i went to HUKM to visit my BBFren!!!!

she was hurt!!!!

 she suffered a mosquito disease a.k.a DENGI!!!!!!

this is all thanks to those Freaking Fucker --- moaquitoes!!!!!

I HATE MOSQUITO very much!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont like their ＂ＬＯＶＥ　ＢＩＴＥ＂！！！！

its make my body become Damn ugly!!!!!

ok.... back to my Topic here =P

today Fumi a.k.a my part time Driver =P 

 

this is FUMI , my part time driver =P

he told me that he is coming to fetch me at 1p.m..........

Fuck OFF!!!!

its already 2p.m he still haven come yet!!!!!

I dont like to WAIT ppl this is my Principles!!!! (sound serious =P)

 haha~~~ but i like ppl to wait for me coz i like to be treated as a VIP =) 

haha~~

wait too long felt like not going already T.T

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230p.m 

* sam i m reaching within 5mins*

ok............ @@

phew~~~ finally we reached!!!!!

wow~ that was amazing she can talk, she can laugh, she can make joke!!!!

but she slim down alot!!!!

so Envy @@ i like the way she slim down =P *stupid women 

we CHIt Chat there until 4something then we (Huat, Fumi & me) went to HIGH TEA =)

enjoying at the Hospital CAnteen 0.0

this is Huat he was enjoying his MEE REBUS

what a HOT & SPICY mee.... 

this is my food ^^

i like snacks very much ^^

coz i always cannot finish the food @@ USELESS BITCH!!!!!!

CHill there around 1 hour we back to the Wad....

oppppps~~~~ she slept already =)

so we gotto GO......

bye~~~~~

*din gt to take pic with her =(

coz i scare later those BZbody brother or sister come to joy the capturing ==''

haha~~~ 

god bless her sincerely hope that she will recover as fast as possible then we can hang out again =)

我没有这个义务！

从来没有这种感觉，这种让人心痛，难受，讨厌，厌倦的感觉！现在才发现原来家人是多么的爱我，他们从来都没有把任何的责任推给我，就连我最爱的婆婆去世了他也没有把照顾弟弟和妹妹的责任推给我，就连姐姐也没有这个责任！我真的没有这个义务的！无缘无故的被骂，没有道理的把责任推给我！这算什么？！这是你的家里，那时你的家人！关我什么屁事？ 刚才在洗澡的时候我突然发现其实我真的很没有尊严，我真的一点价值都没有！既然别人骂了你那你为什么还要带在别人的家，帮她做这么多事情呢？我其实为什么那么贬低我自己呢？我真的只可以用一个字来形容“犯贱”！ 

我现在对他的爸爸一点好感也没有了！我真的很矛盾！被骂还要带在人家的家！回家啦！可能吧。。。我真的很想回家，我想我回家后再也不会再来了！喜欢他的儿子真的要扛这么大的责任吗？我没有这个本事！心里总是很不舒服！我该放弃吗？妈妈曾告诉过我，骂你的人就是不会珍惜你的人！索引的爸爸没有把我当客人看诱惑是没有把我当人看，那就算了吧！我希望我以后的家人是一个明白事理，我责任心的人，而不是会无缘无故骂客人的人！现在跟你的儿子在一起要三年了，你就这样对你儿子的女朋友，那如果结婚了呢那我该怎么办？陈世渊告诉过我，一个单亲家庭的孩子他下次最好是找一个完整家庭的人结婚比较好。。。 我也希望我下次的老公的爸爸疼我老公也会疼我！我就的不会是你！因为我不喜欢你！陈世渊如果有哪一天我不要你了，真的很对不起，我真得受不了了！='(