Sunday, October 24, 2010

visiting~~

felt so happy when i saw her getting better and better~~~
today i went to HUKM to visit my BBFren!!!!
she was hurt!!!!
 she suffered a mosquito disease a.k.a DENGI!!!!!!
this is all thanks to those Freaking Fucker --- moaquitoes!!!!!
I HATE MOSQUITO very much!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont like their "LOVE BITE"!!!!
its make my body become Damn ugly!!!!!
ok.... back to my Topic here =P
today Fumi a.k.a my part time Driver =P 
 
this is FUMI , my part time driver =P
he told me that he is coming to fetch me at 1p.m..........
Fuck OFF!!!!
its already 2p.m he still haven come yet!!!!!
I dont like to WAIT ppl this is my Principles!!!! (sound serious =P)
 haha~~~ but i like ppl to wait for me coz i like to be treated as a VIP =) 
haha~~
wait too long felt like not going already T.T
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230p.m 
* sam i m reaching within 5mins*
ok............ @@
phew~~~ finally we reached!!!!!
wow~ that was amazing she can talk, she can laugh, she can make joke!!!!
but she slim down alot!!!!
so Envy @@ i like the way she slim down =P *stupid women 
we CHIt Chat there until 4something then we (Huat, Fumi & me) went to HIGH TEA =)
enjoying at the Hospital CAnteen 0.0
this is Huat he was enjoying his MEE REBUS



what a HOT & SPICY mee.... 


this is my food ^^
i like snacks very much ^^
coz i always cannot finish the food @@ USELESS BITCH!!!!!!
CHill there around 1 hour we back to the Wad....
oppppps~~~~ she slept already =)
so we gotto GO......
bye~~~~~
*din gt to take pic with her =(
coz i scare later those BZbody brother or sister come to joy the capturing ==''
haha~~~ 
god bless her sincerely hope that she will recover as fast as possible then we can hang out again =)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

我没有这个义务!

从来没有这种感觉,这种让人心痛,难受,讨厌,厌倦的感觉!现在才发现原来家人是多么的爱我,他们从来都没有把任何的责任推给我,就连我最爱的婆婆去世了他也没有把照顾弟弟和妹妹的责任推给我,就连姐姐也没有这个责任!我真的没有这个义务的!无缘无故的被骂,没有道理的把责任推给我!这算什么?!这是你的家里,那时你的家人!关我什么事? 刚才在洗澡的时候我突然发现其实我真的很没有尊严,我真的一点价值都没有!既然别人骂了你那你为什么还要带在别人的家,帮她做这么多事情呢?我其实为什么那么贬低我自己呢?我真的只可以用一个字来形容“犯贱”! 
我现在对他的爸爸一点好感也没有了!我真的很矛盾!被骂还要带在人家的家!回家啦!可能吧。。。我真的很想回家,我想我回家后再也不会再来了!喜欢他的儿子真的要扛这么大的责任吗?我没有这个本事!心里总是很不舒服!我该放弃吗?妈妈曾告诉过我,骂你的人就是不会珍惜你的人!索引的爸爸没有把我当客人看诱惑是没有把我当人看,那就算了吧!我希望我以后的家人是一个明白事理,我责任心的人,而不是会无缘无故骂客人的人!现在跟你的儿子在一起要三年了,你就这样对你儿子的女朋友,那如果结婚了呢那我该怎么办?陈世渊告诉过我,一个单亲家庭的孩子他下次最好是找一个完整家庭的人结婚比较好。。。 我也希望我下次的老公的爸爸疼我老公也会疼我!我就的不会是你!因为我不喜欢你!陈世渊如果有哪一天我不要你了,真的很对不起,我真得受不了了!='(